Maddy

Like a hundreds of other love stories mine is also the same, very ordinary, one-sided love story, but my love is special, my feelings are special and she is special. After a long time felt like loving somebody again, first thought its just an infatuation but as time passed away I realized its Love. Being a boy, am blushing, but I have to accept the fact that yes I love her. Didn’t know how it happened, but yes it is, she is now somebody so special in my Life.

I know she doesn’t love me, but this isn’t the reason which can stop me loving her, my feelings and emotions are just mine, no one’s else. When I conveyed my feelings to her she said “ I don’t have any more courage left in me to fall in Love again”. Her heart is broken, by someone, whom she loved and trusted. She has lost the faith on love, but this doesn’t mean she would again be hurt? I won’t hurt her ever, but how should I make her realize that.

The other day we were talking and she suddenly got reminded about her past. For the first time heard her crying, I couldn’t understand how to console her, just felt like cuddling her in my arms and take all her pain and suffering. Realization is very important in a relationship, and that day I realized the feelings that I am having for her is genuine and real. I felt myself so close to her.

On one hand there is this hard truth that she doesn’t love me, but on the other hand, why am I loosing all hope. More over loving someone doesn’t mean that you would also be loved back, I shouldn’t expect anything from her, but would surely wait for her, and I am hopeful she will realize my feelings and would love me. I promise if she ever comes into my life I would make her life heaven, would give all happiness that she deserves. These words might sound fake and unreal, but would try my best to feel her like a Princess.

She thinks I am a flirt, just a time pass, but how to make her understand that my sentiments are true for her and that she isn’t just an another girl for me. I hope she understands the true love of mine and comes in my life. The best part I like about her is her eyes,….the purity and clarity forces me to fall in love with her again and again. I know loving her could take my life away, but when I look into her eyes she is worth the sacrifice.

I love her and am happy loving her, just a wish, if she comes in my life, I would be the luckiest and if doesn’t no one would be a big looser than me….