My Love Story

... wew. I’m back here again.. oooh.. the last time i wrote here was about my feeling... i moved on.. about last year... haahha..

 dont ask what happened to my feeling.... so there was no point for me  to hold on.. we all know that i have no reasons to.. then.. im ok now.. I’m writing this for my new life...

 actually, i like a girl.. who is very nice.. hahaha.. she is the nicest addict i have ever met... she likes saadgi J.. its her life…. butt out, im making it mine to so that we’ll have common thing... wuahahah..

What can I say about a girl I Love... that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night talks...

She knows all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love. I could still remember the first time we met; I was about to glance away… when she came out of nowhere….

I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching… I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I waved back and then watched in amazement as I saw her excitement. 

So, this is how it started…As months rolled by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. I took her to my home….introduced her to everyone…I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my….

the worst part of this love story, is she still has to forget her past shocks…. it sucks but the hell i can wait... wew.. im tormented daily but its ok.. her txts. her sweet voice, it really makes me smile.. yeah yeah.. boring? the hell when you’re in love..

actually, i was supposedly going to try something.. if shes gonna miss me.. like stupid ? i just want to see if she even knows im alive waiting.. she went to a trip last month.. she went to a remote place.. there was no signal, no communication at all. its enough time for me to assess if i trully like her. and the answer is yes.. the fun part, i was afraid that she’ll not notice that i even exist.. but wew.. i never felt this happiness while actually being tormented.. one of a kind.. hahaaha.... i like her.. so much.. that even if i try to think of stopping to like her, i feel worse than what her torments can give..  i feel worse when im thinking of giving up.. but.. always end up waiting for her.. :D

i will wait my dear.. i will wait for you.. accidentally, i saw this video from brother... the video states that true love waits..

and so i will it gave me the creeps but wew. GOD just reminded me, dont give up.. i wont.. she maybe the one.. i like her so much.. to the point of having emotions for her.. yes,i think i actually love her.. i dont know why im like this.. if i like a girl, i cant stop putting emotions.. hopeless romantic? nahhh.. i just want to love her..

then I’m actually writing this blog.. its 4:24 pm in India…I’m in office..leaving all my work and writing my story… now.. wew...i’m kinda thinking.. i think ill wait for her to wake up.. argh.. i am falling in love with her.. the truth is, i dont know if we can be.. but if i dont try this, definitely, we wont be.. so better try something before i fail..

hesitation weakens focus. uncertainty eats hope. stand my ground. stand firm. there is no going back.. just here. then.. forward to you..

What happened next is the best part…. Now that I have told you the 3 magical words…and u responded it with a cute smile..made my day... I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone.


Thinking of you always... and always remember that loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life.

i will always wait for you Khushi.. thank you for making me happy.. i hope I’m doing the same. keep safe always..and dnt stay too late.. get enough rest and enough food.. im happy I’m am here with you.. thank you for making me feel this great again..you’re one hell of  blessing

the moon shines brightly when she's happy..i am happy..=)