Sad Story

This is the story of my friend...Panchali.....Don't know why He is playing with her...Just praying for her well settled Life..This is wriiten by her

Love starts when you don't need it and ends when you need it the most.

Loneliness forces us to think many things that we generally don’t give importance to. When Love moves away from our life, we are left alone in the dark, just remembering the past. Why does this love come and goes away from our life? Just to make us sad and realize that the person is gone and you succumb to tears. How can a person forget and move out of a deep love relationship. The memories and moments can never be forgotten.

He came into my life when I didn’t needed him. He came and changed my life. He changed me. He changed my whole identity. Why did he come into my life just to show me this day. I was very happy, alone and within myself, coping with my odds. He came and gave me strength, consoled me, gave me confidence, loved me, but now he says I misinterpreted his Sympathy for Love. “Sympathy”, I never asked him to show me his sympathy. He was the one who conveyed that he loves me, and now he says that he always sympathized me. Was I so dumb not to understand the difference between “Love” and “Sympathy”.

Why me, always me? Why do people hurt me so frequently, or to say why do I get hurt so soon. May be this is the reward of trusting somebody. Now he feels he never loved me, so what was that, when he promised me that he will never leave me alone. Its because his old Love has come back to him. I had asked him thousands of time “what will be your decision if ****** realizes her mistake and wants to come back to you”, and every time he said that “I won’t go back to her again”. No one can forget the first love of their life, so why am I blaming him. I was very prepared for this situation, so why am I sad now. Why did I expect so much from him? I shouldn’t have done that. Am again alone, very alone, lonely and this is what I deserve to get.

He came into my life as a ray of hope……I got the strength to start with a new approach towards life, and now he left me when I needed him the most. I am not sad, nor am I angry on him. If he is happy what more do I need? Atleast he is happy… if I am not…

There is a very true saying that Life never gives a second chance…but I misinterpreted his Sympathy as a second chance for Love….But he is lucky enough to get a second chance, to get his true love back. May be my love for him was not strong enough to hold him back to me and not let him go. I failed. But there is one sigh of relief that my failure has made him happy.

I don’t know what more is waiting for me….no more courage left to face the reality….but yes the moments would be cherished for ever. His mesmerizing touch would never be forgotten, his sympathy was misinterpreted for love but my love was true for him, pure and transparent….hope he gets the true essence of Love and be Loved forever…