Love Affair

She doesn’t even realise he’s doing it, he makes her feel so pathetic and poor and worthless.

She hates it
She hates him.

She doesn’t hate him...  He makes her really angry and she doesn’t know why, he says it’s because he has never met someone who is able to argue with him the way she does and he may be right.

She likes him… a lot.  She likes him so much that she can take things, waaaay out of hand. She has liked him almost since she met him... She has even gone as far as to say she thinks she loves him….they even dated or even had a romantic relation in any way [Pun Intended]

They have lovely conversations and next minute KABOOOOOOM.....they both feel like crap.

They went to the park and the whole time she was just thinking “omg what did i do < I fought with him > complete panic !!!  i’m such a train wreck”.

Because she is all affluent and stuff, she’s not used to other people paying for stuff for her and well He paid for food because she bought the park tickets and she kept on saying it was weird to her whereas he can’t get her head around someone wanting to buy everything for someone.

oh she doesn’t know....she is attracted to him.... there is no denying it ! He’s smart and funny and witty and handsome and she hates him. She shouldn’t like him but she does !

One of their friend attempted to ask him if she liked him once, her responses were: “no” “maybe” and  “what does it matter” ……. :I ............ idk, but this was on the first time they actually hung out and decided they could actually be more than friends, lolzzz.  Anyways, i’m still not really sure if He likes her or She likes Him..... sometimes I do, sometimes I think they are just flirting, but still, idk.

She can’t stand it when he’s right about something for some reason it makes her really angry and annoyed, this is just him and she doesn’t know why. She feels like her pride is being put to the test and right now she would be happy to climb under a rock and stay there for a year................

She has no idea about what to do or what to say and it’s just really confusing for her ! :I Yet she thinks

Chiku is one lovely guy !!!

 

Maddy

Like a hundreds of other love stories mine is also the same, very ordinary, one-sided love story, but my love is special, my feelings are special and she is special. After a long time felt like loving somebody again, first thought its just an infatuation but as time passed away I realized its Love. Being a boy, am blushing, but I have to accept the fact that yes I love her. Didn’t know how it happened, but yes it is, she is now somebody so special in my Life.

I know she doesn’t love me, but this isn’t the reason which can stop me loving her, my feelings and emotions are just mine, no one’s else. When I conveyed my feelings to her she said “ I don’t have any more courage left in me to fall in Love again”. Her heart is broken, by someone, whom she loved and trusted. She has lost the faith on love, but this doesn’t mean she would again be hurt? I won’t hurt her ever, but how should I make her realize that.

The other day we were talking and she suddenly got reminded about her past. For the first time heard her crying, I couldn’t understand how to console her, just felt like cuddling her in my arms and take all her pain and suffering. Realization is very important in a relationship, and that day I realized the feelings that I am having for her is genuine and real. I felt myself so close to her.

On one hand there is this hard truth that she doesn’t love me, but on the other hand, why am I loosing all hope. More over loving someone doesn’t mean that you would also be loved back, I shouldn’t expect anything from her, but would surely wait for her, and I am hopeful she will realize my feelings and would love me. I promise if she ever comes into my life I would make her life heaven, would give all happiness that she deserves. These words might sound fake and unreal, but would try my best to feel her like a Princess.

She thinks I am a flirt, just a time pass, but how to make her understand that my sentiments are true for her and that she isn’t just an another girl for me. I hope she understands the true love of mine and comes in my life. The best part I like about her is her eyes,….the purity and clarity forces me to fall in love with her again and again. I know loving her could take my life away, but when I look into her eyes she is worth the sacrifice.

I love her and am happy loving her, just a wish, if she comes in my life, I would be the luckiest and if doesn’t no one would be a big looser than me….

A Thought...

“You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you, something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That's what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth - everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you. This gives you a tremendous joy, a fulfillment that you are related to existence, and existence cares for you. Once you are clean and clear, you can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions.'' àOsho

With every single person you come into contact, you are either giving love or you're not.  And based on what you give, that is what you receive. Look for the things you love in a relationship more than you notice negative things and it will appear as if something incredible has happened to the other person.

You have to be happy to receive the happy versions of other people!

The force of love presents you with a whole array of Personal Emotional Trainers, disguised as everyday people, but they are all training you to choose love but unfortunately you don’t tend to!

For what I've done,

I am Sorry
I start again.
And, whatever pain may come,
Today this ends.
I'm forgiving what I've done.
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become.
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done.

Life is presenting every person and circumstance to you so you can choose what you love and what you don't love. With age your responsibility will increase, You are matured…When you react to anything, you are reacting with your feelings, and as you do, you are choosing it!

Changing the way you feel is easy compared to running around trying to change the circumstances of the outside world. Change your feelings and the outside circumstances will change!

There's a pain that sleeps inside.
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave.
And, I search through every face
Without a single trace
of the person.
The person that I need

The Person without whom:

I’m Incomplete

I’m Nothing

I no longer exist

I need you in my Life

A Relationship is worth a thousand words. But, what is one's word worth?

Think about it.

Crossing my fongers...!!!

Sad Story

This is the story of my friend...Panchali.....Don't know why He is playing with her...Just praying for her well settled Life..This is wriiten by her

Love starts when you don't need it and ends when you need it the most.

Loneliness forces us to think many things that we generally don’t give importance to. When Love moves away from our life, we are left alone in the dark, just remembering the past. Why does this love come and goes away from our life? Just to make us sad and realize that the person is gone and you succumb to tears. How can a person forget and move out of a deep love relationship. The memories and moments can never be forgotten.

He came into my life when I didn’t needed him. He came and changed my life. He changed me. He changed my whole identity. Why did he come into my life just to show me this day. I was very happy, alone and within myself, coping with my odds. He came and gave me strength, consoled me, gave me confidence, loved me, but now he says I misinterpreted his Sympathy for Love. “Sympathy”, I never asked him to show me his sympathy. He was the one who conveyed that he loves me, and now he says that he always sympathized me. Was I so dumb not to understand the difference between “Love” and “Sympathy”.

Why me, always me? Why do people hurt me so frequently, or to say why do I get hurt so soon. May be this is the reward of trusting somebody. Now he feels he never loved me, so what was that, when he promised me that he will never leave me alone. Its because his old Love has come back to him. I had asked him thousands of time “what will be your decision if ****** realizes her mistake and wants to come back to you”, and every time he said that “I won’t go back to her again”. No one can forget the first love of their life, so why am I blaming him. I was very prepared for this situation, so why am I sad now. Why did I expect so much from him? I shouldn’t have done that. Am again alone, very alone, lonely and this is what I deserve to get.

He came into my life as a ray of hope……I got the strength to start with a new approach towards life, and now he left me when I needed him the most. I am not sad, nor am I angry on him. If he is happy what more do I need? Atleast he is happy… if I am not…

There is a very true saying that Life never gives a second chance…but I misinterpreted his Sympathy as a second chance for Love….But he is lucky enough to get a second chance, to get his true love back. May be my love for him was not strong enough to hold him back to me and not let him go. I failed. But there is one sigh of relief that my failure has made him happy.

I don’t know what more is waiting for me….no more courage left to face the reality….but yes the moments would be cherished for ever. His mesmerizing touch would never be forgotten, his sympathy was misinterpreted for love but my love was true for him, pure and transparent….hope he gets the true essence of Love and be Loved forever…